I love you, Goodbye....

We both know very well hoe much we love each other.
But I cant go on much further.
I decided to give up than to push it harder.
Coz I cant take it any longer.

In a relationship, things get messy sometimes.
And to forget takes an amount of time.
But sometimes, letting go is the best solution.
Giving up is the best way than any other alternation.

Coz sometimes both lovers dont always ends up together.
Sometimes love doesn't lasts as you expected it longer.
Because maybe you're not the one for each other.
Maybe its not best to push yourself for him/her.

So I guess for short this means Goodbye.
Coz letting you go is better than for me to lie.
But it doesnt mean that I dont love you.
I really do ! But its just that Im not meant for you.

Those times we shared.
Moments we created.
Thank you so much for the love you gave.
I love you so much so face head on and be brave...


----Tina :]
Sad ending..sometimes two people who love each other arent always the one who ends up together. Sometimes things get complicated that  the only solution is for one to let go than to force a relationship thats about to break. :[

From a Distance...

Even from a distance I am happy,
To see your smile, To know your as happy as I am.
Even though I am not the reason behind those sweet smile you wear.
I am satisfied even though I could only watch you from behind.
Im contented to know you're okay.
Coz Im only an innocent girl inlove.
A girl with an unrequited feelings for you.
Though I have no right to complain,
Seeing you with the one you love caused me so much pain.
But then, I am much happy to see you smile whenever you're with her.
Coz I know very well I am not the one who can make you happy as much as she does.
Though this feeling isnt mutual, Thank you very much.
For the love that grew within me.
For the happiness it brings.
For the lessons it taught me.
So little by little, I'll have to learn how to let you go.
Goodbye true love and I love you so...

-----Tina :]
I created this poem in favor of a friend of mine..she said to make a poem about a one-sided love. And so I relate myself to create this. Hope you like it :]

Crazy.Crazy.4U

I hate you
But then I miss you
I want you
But I still pretend to ignore you
I love you
Very straight forward yet its true
Now, will you love me too?
Coz when you're not around, I long for you
Every single day, I miss you
Every minute of every day I think of you
Know what? Im crazy for you
I can trade anything for you
I can destroy everything just to have you
With this power of love I had with you
With this affection, this feelings so true
No matter how far we are, I'll still love you
So please remember this poetic confession for you
Coz whatever happens
Your still the one i wanted.

- - - -Tina :]
i love this one..hehe i just wrote this while im in class and i was bored then i wrote non stop until it became like this :]

Scar

It hurts ! So painful !
What had happened? Cant recall.
I cant see it, but I can feel.
It hurts like hell ! It seems so real.
My heart seemed injured, My heart is bleeding.
I dont like this, what's this painful feeling?
My heart is crying,
I feel like dying.
Its you who led me to this situation.
Its because of you Im in this revelation.
You tortured and tossed me aside.
You wounded my heart, dont ever deny !
Anger, vengeance fills me.
I want you to suffer also like me.
Though i hate to say it, I still love you.
But dont worry, soon I'll forget about you.
But with this wounded Scar you left me.
I will forever carry this painful memory.
This scar will serve as the proof,
For your betrayal to me...
and how painful it is after you neglected me.


- - - -Tina :[
this is kinda a sad poem >.<
lesson:
dont hope too much because he/she might not love you like you think he/she said, maybe its only infatuation.

A whole new Me.

Your laugh is music to my ears.

But now I cant hear it.
Your angelic face always brightens my day.
Its just I can no longer see your smiling face.
You always make my heart sway.
But now all I feel is pain.
I entered this unrequited love.
At the same time, this pain I know have.
I know very well the pain and risks I have to endure.
I even wait for you just to make sure.
I bet my heart. My soul for you.
Will it suffice you?
Im afraid of being rejected.
I dont want to be neglected.
Yet I dont want to give up.
I dont want to let you go.
I chose to suffer the consequences,
just so I can have you.
Though I am not sure if there are chances.
I just want to be with you.
I cant deny it, I cant lie to myself.
I just followed my heart.....
        And then It led me to where you are....

- - - -Tina :]
Love the last two lines :]
So romantic:] hehe

My Persistence...

You may say its over.
You may say dont hope much further.
But I just cant give up.
I cant just throw away this love.
I cant bring myself to forget.
I dont think I can pretend.
Pretend that nothing is going on.
I cant just move on.
Though it hurts, I dont wish to let go.
Because I love you so.Even a little glimpse of your love,
Let me taste it.
You're the only one left I have.
I beg you, dont leave me !
Coz if you disappear,
Then my existence will be pointless.
You'll only leave me with sadness.
If you wish for my happiness...
Then dont leave me restless.
Now matter how much you push me away,
I will never go away.
Because for loving you I'll be persistent.
To gain your love and contentment.

- - - - -Tina :]

Failure.

What should I do?
I failed on capturing you.
My efforts and feelings arent enough for you.
Guess im not enough,
And i thought I'll have the final laugh.
Im so looking forward for your acceptance.
Yet you never gave me a chance.
I never even tasted your love.
Even though I offer you my everlasting love.
Guess love and efforts arent enough alone.
Guess hoping too much is wrong.
I should've give up much earlier.
So it wont hurt any longer.
So tell me, how can I move on?
When I myslef can no longer live on?
I never expected this coming.
I never thought for love, I'd do anything.
Guess not all efforts are rewarded.
Everything sure is unexpected.
Baby, I just cant give up on you.
So please! I beg you !
This one last chance.
I'll double my efforts for your acceptance.
Because I dont know what else to do.
The only thing i know to do...
is to Love you....

- - - -Tina :]

This Unsure feelings..

Should I expect something from you?
Should I still hope for you?
Won't you take me seriously?
Won't you please accept ne?
Coz I dont think I can wait any longer.
I dont think i will still believe in happy ever after.
Because the longer I wait,
The more I doubt it.
Doubt your feelings for me are real.
Because Im already tired.
Please dont make me suffer anymore.
Because the longer I wait, the more it hurts.
But despite all, I still Love you.
But I already endured so much pain.
Im afraid after all the sacrifices you might reject me.
So please will you honestly tell me?
Is there still a chance?
Will my hardworks are enough?
Will you return my love?
Im already exhausted.
But i will still fight.
Fight for this unsure battle.


- - - - -Tina :]

Without

You always completes my day
Everytime i see you by the day
with your sparkly eyes
and melting smiles,
you always make my heart sway
but Without You, non of this can be felt
i can no longer smile nor my heart canno longer melt
without you here, i am left thinking
where are you wandering?
the times you are missing?
I cant stop wishing
wishing for you to never disappear
coz without you near
my heart and mind fears
that my eyes might fill with tears
so never disappear before me
Coz Without You, I am no longer ME...

Madly inlove....

Oh i believe i fell inlove.
I believe you are all i want to have.
Your smiles are so addicting.
Oh darling ! I love this feeling !
With your simple words im moved.
With every breath you take,
Every glance you make,
Now darling i can prove.
That I am totally inlove,
Crazy madly inlove with you.
Everytime we talk,
Everywhere we walk.
I am drowned with this overwhelming feeling.
This ecstacy i feel everytime you're here.
Yes ! Love is all about craziness.
Falling inlove with you is madness.
Oh baby I so love you !
Wish you feel the same way too !
But i know Love is all about timing.
So i promise I'll be waiting,
waiting for you to realize.
That my love for you is not a lie.
So for now, I'll watch you from a distance,
And wait for you to notice my glance.....



---iLY !!!!!

A Poem for You.

Ive waited so long for you.
Ive witnessed many things about you.
Every heartbreaks you faced,
I was there behind you and give you my embrace.
But you never  looked back,
You never noticed my love for you is a fact.
You've moved on and find again love,
I already find love that i can never have.
Tell me, what will i do for you to notice me?
Is there a way for you to be with me?
Is this called selfishness? possesiveness?
I only want you on my own, i'll confess.
My mind already wants to give up,
but my heart keeps holding on for this love.
Hoping there is a chance,
Wishing you would give me even one glance.
I hunger for your warmth,
Im longing for your love.
Is it right to still believe?
Is it the best choice to never leave?
Atleast in this piece of paper i can express my feelings.
With this inked-pen i'll keep on writing.
That i have lived for you.
And will still exists because you're here.

BLANK

ALONE.

Sa gabing madilim,tahimik.                                       

Walang ingay, walang tao.

Nag-iisa lang ako, san man ako tumingin,

kulay itim ang paligid ko.

Bigla kitang inisip, sa isang iglap,

lumiwanag ang mundo ko.

Ngunit sa isang sulok,

may itim pa rin na naiwan.

Lumapit ako, nagulat ako ng

makita kita na naka-abot ang

kamay mo sakin,

At sabi mo pa,

"Tara, alis na tayo dito, di bagay

ang isang tulad mo sa malungkot

na lugar na to",

Kumapit ako, napahigpit haplos mo.

Ikaw ang nagsalba sakin 

sa gitna ng dilim na pinaroroonan ko.

Binigyan mo ng liwanag ang mundo ko.

Ang takot ko lang, pag hinigpitan ko hawak ko,

ikaw nama'y bumitaw.

Tumingin ako sayo, nagbalik ka ng tingin 

na may ngiti sa iyong mga labi.

Nawala ang pagaalinlangan na naramdaman ko.

Ngunit, biglang lumuwag ang kapit mo,

napatingin ako,

Nabasa ko ang lungkot sa iyong mga mata.

At bigla kang bumitaw.

Kumapit ako ngunit tinanggal mo.

Iniwan mo ako.

At sa pangalawang pagkakataon,

Dumilim muli ang mundo ko.

------TiNAH