For Michael.

For us to have parted like this,

It hurts so much i cant take it.

I didnt expected to have loved you this much.

I miss you so much I can still feel your last touch.

But the heartache got worst and its all my fault,

I just did something,

that i ended up regretting.

And now I am here crying and in despair.

Everyday right after you left,

I kept on blaming myself.

How stupid I am and how dumb ive become.

I am the one who caused this parting.

And now, for what i did..im suffering.

But please believe me I didnt mean it.

And because of that you left me suffering and aching.

For so much i deserved Im left here slowly dying.

My heart is crying..My soul is slowly disappearing.

Please come back to me. You are all i need.

My heart. My soul. My everything.

You made me laugh at sorros and cry at the happiest times.

Im so sorry. But i know now you wont care.

I lied to you. And now you ignored me and your just being fair.

But i just want to let you know atleast this much.

Please forgive me. I love you so much and misses you badly.

And again...Im sorry. Thats all i have to say.

So much....

I dont know why
But my heart rejoices everytime you smile
I cant explain how
But I love you so much now
I dont remember when
But after I met you, I loved you since then

Even though I cant explain these
Though I dont know how to say this
Well, guess what? I love you!
Is that enough for you?

Coz I cant offer anything
Except my true feelings
I cant compensate something
For the love I am longing
But please try learning
To love me is what I am wanting.




------TiNAH
This is for those who are inlove and want to be loved back.

I love you, Goodbye....

We both know very well hoe much we love each other.
But I cant go on much further.
I decided to give up than to push it harder.
Coz I cant take it any longer.

In a relationship, things get messy sometimes.
And to forget takes an amount of time.
But sometimes, letting go is the best solution.
Giving up is the best way than any other alternation.

Coz sometimes both lovers dont always ends up together.
Sometimes love doesn't lasts as you expected it longer.
Because maybe you're not the one for each other.
Maybe its not best to push yourself for him/her.

So I guess for short this means Goodbye.
Coz letting you go is better than for me to lie.
But it doesnt mean that I dont love you.
I really do ! But its just that Im not meant for you.

Those times we shared.
Moments we created.
Thank you so much for the love you gave.
I love you so much so face head on and be brave...


----Tina :]
Sad ending..sometimes two people who love each other arent always the one who ends up together. Sometimes things get complicated that  the only solution is for one to let go than to force a relationship thats about to break. :[

From a Distance...

Even from a distance I am happy,
To see your smile, To know your as happy as I am.
Even though I am not the reason behind those sweet smile you wear.
I am satisfied even though I could only watch you from behind.
Im contented to know you're okay.
Coz Im only an innocent girl inlove.
A girl with an unrequited feelings for you.
Though I have no right to complain,
Seeing you with the one you love caused me so much pain.
But then, I am much happy to see you smile whenever you're with her.
Coz I know very well I am not the one who can make you happy as much as she does.
Though this feeling isnt mutual, Thank you very much.
For the love that grew within me.
For the happiness it brings.
For the lessons it taught me.
So little by little, I'll have to learn how to let you go.
Goodbye true love and I love you so...

-----Tina :]
I created this poem in favor of a friend of mine..she said to make a poem about a one-sided love. And so I relate myself to create this. Hope you like it :]

Crazy.Crazy.4U

I hate you
But then I miss you
I want you
But I still pretend to ignore you
I love you
Very straight forward yet its true
Now, will you love me too?
Coz when you're not around, I long for you
Every single day, I miss you
Every minute of every day I think of you
Know what? Im crazy for you
I can trade anything for you
I can destroy everything just to have you
With this power of love I had with you
With this affection, this feelings so true
No matter how far we are, I'll still love you
So please remember this poetic confession for you
Coz whatever happens
Your still the one i wanted.

- - - -Tina :]
i love this one..hehe i just wrote this while im in class and i was bored then i wrote non stop until it became like this :]

Scar

It hurts ! So painful !
What had happened? Cant recall.
I cant see it, but I can feel.
It hurts like hell ! It seems so real.
My heart seemed injured, My heart is bleeding.
I dont like this, what's this painful feeling?
My heart is crying,
I feel like dying.
Its you who led me to this situation.
Its because of you Im in this revelation.
You tortured and tossed me aside.
You wounded my heart, dont ever deny !
Anger, vengeance fills me.
I want you to suffer also like me.
Though i hate to say it, I still love you.
But dont worry, soon I'll forget about you.
But with this wounded Scar you left me.
I will forever carry this painful memory.
This scar will serve as the proof,
For your betrayal to me...
and how painful it is after you neglected me.


- - - -Tina :[
this is kinda a sad poem >.<
lesson:
dont hope too much because he/she might not love you like you think he/she said, maybe its only infatuation.

A whole new Me.

Your laugh is music to my ears.

But now I cant hear it.
Your angelic face always brightens my day.
Its just I can no longer see your smiling face.
You always make my heart sway.
But now all I feel is pain.
I entered this unrequited love.
At the same time, this pain I know have.
I know very well the pain and risks I have to endure.
I even wait for you just to make sure.
I bet my heart. My soul for you.
Will it suffice you?
Im afraid of being rejected.
I dont want to be neglected.
Yet I dont want to give up.
I dont want to let you go.
I chose to suffer the consequences,
just so I can have you.
Though I am not sure if there are chances.
I just want to be with you.
I cant deny it, I cant lie to myself.
I just followed my heart.....
        And then It led me to where you are....

- - - -Tina :]
Love the last two lines :]
So romantic:] hehe